Posted in May 2015

Operation Happy Place.

Due to the events of last weekend, I made it a goal for myself to minimize solo┬átime as much as possible. I didn’t want to be alone with my thoughts, unless I was using them to power a run (I do my best running when I’m angry), nor did I want to spend the first … Continue reading

What it’s like.

My ex-husband is getting married this weekend, and I have no idea what to do with myself. Tonight, I tried running, wine, pizza, and hockey. Each made me feel better for a minute or two, because each made me forget for a minute or two, just after a minute or two, the relief was gone. … Continue reading

Dispatch from inside a fortress.

I’ve actually been trying not to write for the past two weeks. I didn’t really want to put this all out there, but instead, I’ve been holding it in and dwelling on it and slowly driving myself insane. But sometime around midday today, as I should have been doing work but found my mind wandering … Continue reading